I Still Find It So Hard...

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Reading. Why I love and hate it.

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 21, 2013
Posted in: Literature. Tagged: cartesian thinking, drink shampoo, drinking shampoo, dwarf, dwarrow, george orwell, terry pratchett, world of warcraft. Leave a Comment

As I believe I have made clear before, I was a hyperlexic child. That is, my command of the English level was not merely years but almost a whole decade ahead of where it should be, and remained such until mid to late adolescence, when others began to finally catch up. Continue Reading

I smell really bad

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 21, 2013
Posted in: Linguistics, Personal Stuff. Tagged: alice cooper, bard, fluoxetine, housing discrimination, losing shit, overpopulation, quetiapine, role-playing, uncle, world of warcraft. Leave a Comment

Alright. This is the third time I have attempted to write this little document. I seem to be getting no further than declaring that the medicine I have been prescribed in an effort to prevent me from “losing my shit” so often, to use one euphemism is, honestly, not working. Continue Reading

Music and culture war, part one of many

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 17, 2013
Posted in: Media, Social Studies. Tagged: agoraphobic nosebleed, axl rose, black sabbath, cab calloway, doom metal, gg allin, guns 'n' roses, impaled nazarene, john lee hooker, public enemy, pungent stench, rap, riaa. Leave a Comment

I cannot remember whether it was last night or sometime today, but I had the occasion to read this post through a Fudgebook link.

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Like eating a mountain one spoonful at a time

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 16, 2013
Posted in: Personal Stuff. Tagged: emotion, intellect, Moving, need, want, want versus need, x-men. Leave a Comment

The things that we do can be broken down into three basic categories. Things we do because we need to, things we do because we want to, and things we do in spite of need or desire. Often, these categories are nebulous, overlapping, and changing with great frequency. Continue Reading

Psychotropic drugs and dreams

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 16, 2013
Posted in: Uncategorized. Tagged: dreams, fluoxetine, quetiapine, side-effects. Leave a Comment

I believe I mentioned it in a prior entry, but when I was last hospitalised against my will, I was prescribed with two neuro-active medications. These being Quetiapine and Fluoxetine. Continue Reading

Compuslive behaviour

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 16, 2013
Posted in: Philosophy, Social Studies. Tagged: adam sandler, compulsion, emotions, intellect, jaz coleman, killing joke, Moving, pepsi max, psychology. Leave a Comment

Whilst reading one essay on another site moons ago, I came across a statement so fundamentally true that its obviousness makes its elusiveness worrying. Pretty much all adherents to the sciences of understanding how people think follow one basic precept that can serve as a litmus test concerning the individual’s intelligence. Namely, our intellect serves our emotions, not the other way around.

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I have moved. Again.

Posted by I Still Find It So Hard on May 15, 2013
Posted in: Personal Stuff, Social Studies. Tagged: agoraphobic nosebleed, anxiety, forgotten in space, george orwell, housing, Moving, stress, voivod. Leave a Comment

Okay. I am going to do something I have never done before and write a post on my ‘phone. This is not because I like the idea of doing so.

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    • Psychotropic drugs and dreams
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